Netflicks has saved my life

I mean due to the lack of my social one. 

oh, ouch! I have some cramp-age going on

I really mean, "OH! SON OF A . . . ! WHO HAS SOME FRAK'N IBUPROFEN!?"

yes kids, today I was the evil, mean, moody co-worker who was suffering from PMS. or as I like to term it . . . Potential Murder Suspect.  Pain set in around 3:00 just as people decided "huh, late afternoon lunch? Yes, please!" Me + 8 tables at once + a big helping of pain x (multiply)(for you fools who didn't get it) slow speaking, drink needing, pizza eating, waiter wavers = molly having a semi-bad day.

"What makes a real bad day Molly?" you ask?

I will tell you! (and it is not work related)

spending the day getting ready for a date with a really cute guy, having him come out to meet your friends and go out dancing . . . you look G R E A T, and 20 minutes before he is going to pick you up, he all of a sudden thinks that this would be a great time to tell you about his wife and 3 kids. 

please note: this has not happened to me. I am just saying my day could have SO much worse. I think that would be a really bad day, Plus if you add the PMS, that married man would be a dead man.

Wow and now I am rambling. Frak 

(please also note I used my addiction to BSG and Private Pratice to cope with my bad day. Had Grey's been new I would have watched it to. and now I am to head home to watch The English Patient cause Net flicks saved my life! 

OH! No, yea, cool that you are sort of dating!

I mean GOO! No NO NOOOO! not cool at all! I realize that you live far away and you would much rather have a finished master piece than a work in progress, in fact you should.  But GOO for me! I don't get to call dibbs like you are the top bunk at summer camp. 

I really have no right to be even slightly upset that utah boy is dating a good LDS girl who is planning on going on her mission soon. I hold no bars for no one but myself for being envious that she has seen him more than I have.  and incase you were wondering: 2! 2 times I have seen him! I am crazy, right? crazy for thinking that after seeing someone twice that there is anything there at all, right?

Hi my name is Molly and I am crazy because I am jealous of I girl I have never met because she is dating a boy I've met twice. nice to meet you!

GOO!

Big Bear waits for me

I mean I AM SO EXCITED TO GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dani and Freddy are gonna let me borrow snow clothes and I am gonna rent boots and a board, 'cause I was lame and didn't bring mi l'crap-e back with me.

We will be  leaving around 12 sunday night and will be there for two days! Dani's family has a cabin there so no hotel, I will be bringing CARDS and by the end of the trip everyone WILL be in love with the card game called MAIO! (I love this game, and no one in my family wants to play . . . EVER! So heartbreaking)  

I am dating,

I mean that I went pass the two week mark and am now done; then I welcome the world of dating!

I met Bradley in early November, took him to a Christmas party, couldn't wait to see him after I came back from Christmas to give him his hand made hat, met his mother and brother, and made plans for New Years eve.

Then I woke up New Years eve day . . . and was done. Over it. I no longer wanted to see him. 

"But Molly, WHY?" you ask?

Well I talked it out with Julie and Randi, here is what we came up with. At first I realized I was a bit embarrassed by him and didn't want Julie to meet him, not that she would judge. but I would mind how he got along and I would be judging him. Not fair to the poor man. (yes man. 35 yrs. = man)

I also wasn't having a good time anymore, I was starting to feel a Lil' bit of pressure in the . . . uh . . . PHYSICAL department if you get the drift. Point in case; on one occasion after having a lunch date, Bradley dropped me back at my house and came in. Sitting on the couch was not enough for him! Oh no! After a rather small make-out, I HAD to start getting ready for work. At this point in the story I will not put what he did, because it was crude, vulgar, and was so . . . GOO!!!! that it need not be thought of again. Needless to say after that I was SUPER done! 

But his B-day was two days later, so I held out for just a bit longer. Which meant that I had to go to a bad old movie, and sit with him and his mother, and avoid his mouth for three more days.

BUT all is well now! I am DONE & FREE once more! Not that I am free of all boys. I had a date with gym boy, (was SO bad by the way and am done with that one too!) (note to men: NEVER CALL A GIRL NERDY FOR READING AT THE GYM, AND TELL HER THAT SHE HAS THICK THIGHS!!!! YOU WILL NOT GET HER TO DINNER! COFFEE SHOP IS ALL YOU GET!)

And I still have small, slight, quiet crushes here and there and, yes back home in the great state of Utah. Will try to do better of keeping you posted.